Acid Freakout German Style
Habeas MentemSturm und Drang: Last Night in Bangkok, the second installment in Habeas Mentem's incredible journeys through Asia... It is obvious that discipline in the
self-metaprogrammer is absolutely essential.
- John C. Lilly
My last night in Bangkok augured ill and was almost too much to believe. I was
dozing peacefully in my room at a guest house not far from Kao San Road, the
major backpacker warren, ruminating on my imminent trip to Phnom Penh, when I
was awakened by an incredible animal caterwauling, a roar emitted by a human
beast. I knew immediately it was an intoxicated hooligan, wanting to draw
attention to himself after drinking too much lager. As the next four hours of
turmoil would prove, I was only wrong about the type of intoxicant used...
I try to get back to sleep, but now need to make a trip to the toilet, down the
hall in the vicinity of the commotion. In the spacious vestibule outside the
filthy communal bathroom, seated on the soft wooden floor, is a young man of
Middle Eastern extraction. From his boisterousness, and total gall at waking an
entire guesthouse in the middle of the night, I instantly take him for an
Israeli, figuring that a mandatory stint in the army gives young Israelis an
audacity most Europeans could never muster. He's yelling that "no one needs to
be fighting anymore!" That he's "Jesus", and yells at anyone he can point a
finger at, "Don't you remember me??"
The staff of the guest house, mostly older, penniless Thai spinsters, are trying to
get him to calm down, yelling at him in broken English to go back to his room,
or they will call the police. There is another young man, curiously clad only
in a bath towel, whom I take to be French, standing quietly, enigmatically,
beside this deranged lout. From all the signs, I take this scene to be the
result of an ingested hallucinogen. Possibly given to him by this immodest
Frenchman, who now feels guilty and frightened by the monster he has unleashed... A classic scene, replayed everywhere in the West by college freshman a
hundred times a week...
I walk past this addled prophet to the loo, but he jumps up and runs at me
full-bore. All my sympathy for him evaporates in that instant. This guy wants a
confrontation.
"Do you like Street Fighter?? It is a video game!" he shouts in my face.
"No," I say, deeply dismayed at his unexpected frenzy. I brush past him and go into
the washroom. When I come out, he is seated again on the floor. The silent man
in the bath towel is standing in the same place, and the Thai staff are still
angrily telling him to go back to his room. But now a group of seven or eight
Swiss girls, office workers on vacation from a town near Basel, are now a few
feet from him, roused out of a sound sleep by his carryings on. They stare at
him and talk amongst themselves. Smoking Lucky Strike cigarettes.
"Who is this guy?" I ask them.
"Oh, he's German," one says nonchalantly, "They always act like this."
Always act like this? Either I have lost touch with German social realities, or
her assessment is way off. (Events will prove I have lost touch with German
social realities— was I ever in touch with them??).
Suddenly, this acid millenialist runs into his room and opens the window, which gives off
onto a courtyard three stories below. He climbs out of his window and stands on
the ledge. The drop would kill him.
"Hello everybody! I'm Jesus! Don't you remember me? Yes!"
A security guard is now spot-lighting him from down below. He plays a
high-powered flashlight up and down the German's face and body, while the
tripper delivers his pleas for recognition as Jesus.
We now have a light show! The effects of which cannot be conveyed in words. I'm feeling he's no longer Jesus, but King Kong... I'm momentarily drawn into the performance by this added prop of
dazzling light. The effect becomes archetypal. The King Kong metaphor is too
creepily apt. But with that brilliant light, trained on his tortured face, so
is the Jesus motif... I'm witnessing a station of the cross... But I snap out of it...
"What nationality are you?" I ask soberly from the adjacent window of the
vestibule, the Swiss girls completely agog at his high-wire act.
"I'm German," he says, his response is oddly matter of fact. But he will not be
brought back to earth for long, and swiftly recommences loudly vociferating his
joy to humanity. I want to ask him why he's not speaking Aramaic if he's Jesus,
but decide against goading him (what if I piss him off or confuse him and he
jumps!).
I can't help but feel this scene unrolling before me is too much like something
you'd read from in some musty, mildewed book on sixties acid culture, for sale
at the bottom of a cheapie bin at a used book store. A book water damaged, with
yellowed pages of clinical case reports, written by earnest sociologists and
psychologists in the sixties and seventies.
But no, it's happening now...
"Yes, everybody, Yes!
I'm Jesus! There is no need for fighting!" Now he comes back inside and sits
down exactly where he was before. We all watch him warily.
"What drug did you take?" I ask him. This particular question seems to bother him, takes the wind out of his sails—we, his captive audience, aren't supposed to
look behind the scenes... That banal question reduces his grandiloquent
feelings and chatter to the level of a mere drug experience, one he
bought with filthy, unchristian lucre. Not to mention a reminder of the person
he was before he became the self-appointed savior of humanity. He refuses to
answer. I ask again. But he just shakes his head and tries to get back into
savior persona. The Swiss girls talk to him in German for a little while. He
seems partially lucid and responds to their questions from the side of his
mouth. I have no idea what they are talking about.
Deciding I've had enough, I go back to my room, pitying the poor wretch, hoping the cops
won't show. But twenty minutes later, I hear the heavy tramping of boots past
my door. I open it and see a Thai motorcycle cop, and the security guard with
the flashlight. They are walking down the narrow hall towards the vestibule in
question. The cop cranes his neck and peers into my room briefly. I nod to the
cop who, surprisingly, nods back deferentially. Now I'm really confused. Why is
he looking into my room? I walk back towards the vestibule. The Swiss
girls are still there, chain smoking, some are seated on the floor.
"What's the latest?" I ask.
"The police are here, but the German has disappeared."
"Perhaps he went back up to heaven," I snicker, a few of the Swiss girls
giggle.
A man hunt is now in full swing.
Hysteria is a contagious condition, and I see that one of the Thai staff has literally
become a gibbering idiot. She has probably never seen anything like this, and
keeps repeating, "Buddha, Buddha," over and over again in an incoherent,
strangely threatening, way. Is she begging the deity for help? Or incensed that
this farang should bring chaos and disorder to a holy (guest) house? A
Swiss girl puts her arm around the woman and tells her to, "Drink some
whisky". But the charwoman rushes away down the stairs, in flight from all
this crazy farang self-indulgence.
A very creepy feeling has now descended on this guest house. Everything is quiet
again—but there is a deranged maniac at large, and nobody
knows where he is... we're all freaked... We all stand silently
stupefied...
The
police have left saying they will come back in thirty minutes. Another staff
member, a little shrew of a woman, says she's going to look in his room. I
follow her out of curiosity, thinking this will make good copy for an article
on Tripzine. She opens his door and looks around. This guy seems to have money.
His baggage and personal effects show they have been selected with care. She
goes through his wallet, an expensive, handmade one of good German leather...
The Frenchman, who is lodged in the room next door, pops out and reprimands the
woman for going through his friend's personal belongings. I ask him in French
if he knows the guy and what the story is behind all the commotion. He won't
answer. He's still clad in the bath towel. The woman peeps into the Frenchman's
room and spots the German lunatic hiding under the bed. She lets out a yell.
I can't take much more melodrama, and decide to call it a night for the second time...
The next day, as I check out, bound for Cambodia, I ask the receptionist, who
witnessed the anarchy, what finally happened. She said both "bad men" checked
out a few hours before me.
"And the police?"
"They never came back..."
Part of me is relieved to hear no one was delivered into the clutches of the Thai police, a
nasty bunch of hooligans in their own right. But another part of me thinks the
guy got off too lightly. Here this jerk disturbs an entire guest house at four
in the morning, scares the daylights out of the staff, composed mostly of
hard-working, older women not long for this world, and no doubt has the time of
his life; gets off without a scratch... A fun way to spend an evening... a good
German vacation, nicht war?...
But there
is something else not right either. That guest house was packed. There must
have been fifty people staying there the night before. How comes it that only
myself and a handful of other people came out to witness the spectacle? A
disturbance that no one could ever sleep through? Could it be that everyone
else, all those nice and polite Europeans and Japanese and Koreans, lay
wild-eyed under pulled-up sheets... cowering in their rooms?...
But
I have no time to think about human fear and weakness, I have a plane to catch
...
Tags : LSD thailand bangkok Rating : Teen - Drugs Profanity Posted on: 2005-11-01 00:00:00
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